Grief is a Process – It’s okay not to be okay. It's honestly funny how grief hits you sometimes, you'll be doing so well, handling what life throws at you and suddenly you're in tears on the floor desperately digging your fingernails into the wooden floorboards and that pretty old H&M home rug that you probably shouldn't have splurged on. For me it was the teddy bear.

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follow link I wanted to rush and lean on my best friend, my rock, the man I was ready to start my life with, but no - I couldn't do that anymore, he'd had enough of my life and it's dramas. I mean didn't Lorde put it best? go site "Too much for me. You're a liability." 

robot opzioni digitali commenti Sure, having a boy break your heart into a million tiny pieces after you thought forever was on it's way is a lot, and of course it was especially a lot that week. Taking your rose tinted glasses off to see him swiping through Tinder while you mourn the death of two relationships will never be easy.

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